|
[29 Sep 2004|07:17am] |
|
Life is pretty damn good i guess...i've done alot of growing up lately with this job...signing up for my own insurance and all that crap...savings and stuff...about 3 weeks ago i signed a contract to Moores fitness...ive been keeping up on it and i feel much stronger already...ina year i can't imagine what it'll be like...working on my car alot lately too...that shit takes too much $$...but i guess its part of life...part of growing up...part of being a responsible adult...getting my tattoos finished in 2 weeks...thats gonna make me feel alot better about myself...if i could take it all back...go back to when i decided to get tattoos...i wouldnt get them...It's hard to meet people and get them to start off with a good impression of you when all they see is a huge black skull and bones tattoo on the forearm...but i like to think they give me a change and i prove myself to them in the end...i still go through the constant struggle to find a relationship...i dunno what i do wrong...i believe i'm a pretty nice guy...i am fat...but i dont think im bad looking...when i ask people why i dont find anyone...they usually say something along the lines of "ahh it'll happen...you'll find someone"...but it never does...and i wait patiently for something...because the weight of this world is heavy...and i've been carrying it alone for a long time...i am just getting tired...
|
|
| For the players |
[18 Sep 2004|03:04am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 angry |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Blood Has Been Shed |
] |
This weekend i learned that if you play with fire...you'll get burnt...
|
|
| im a loser |
[28 Aug 2004|03:21am] |
|
I have a crush on someone...weird huh?
|
|
| it's me it's me the d o double g |
[10 Aug 2004|12:34pm] |
Fill this out...and dont be mean!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
|
|
| There is no turning back now... |
[28 Jul 2004|12:30am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 optimistic |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
twelve tribes |
] |
Soo my band is set to enter the studio this saturday... we are going to a different place this time...Team Evil studios...actually in dayton this time...the recording will be 10x better...and on top of that...our new songs completely destroy our old ones...the new songs are faster, heavier, alot more solid and they have good structures...i am very confident on this new demo...i know this is the one that will take us off...i can feel it...i really can...have you ever felt that you were born to do something, or be something???we are all here for something...and this band is the path that i have chosen to follow...i pray that it is the right one...so i wish for the few of you that read this to wish us luck in our struggle to follow our dreams...and thanks for everything any of you have done to help me or my band...by coming to a show, buying a demo or shirt...we truely appreciate it...and we are forever in debt to you for giving us the sweetest shows this city has seen in a long time...i am forever in debt to you...
|
|
|
[21 Jul 2004|09:32pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 confused |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Twista |
] |
When i was 16 years old i was introduced to a thing called graffiti through a crew labeled DSV(dayton street vandals)...i really looked up to these kids...so one night i decided that i would go to odd lots and pick up a can of 98cent black spray paint...i took that can down to the river levy and decided i would start writing...this may have been a big mistake...
Through the years i continued to write...here and there i would throw some tags...i used to write really heavy at my school...then i got caught...bad news...but 50hours community service at school and $500 fines couldnt stop me...
some people may say that putting a false name out is pretty stupid...and yeah if i think about it...it is...but it's became a part of me...ever since i picked up the spray can i have been addicted...sounds lame ehh? i understand how you would think that...but it's unexplainable...i feel its something that you have to feel inside...and it burns in me...i really feel this shit...its no game to me...its much more than writing on a wall...it's part of me...
Trains are big to everyone...especially me...thats why i spend time to sneak into a train yard and pull a top to bottom end to end in the midnight when all my friends are home sleeping or watching tv...it kinda makes me feel like a king in my own world...like i tackled something...and people will know i am down for this cause...
It's gotten to the point now where i cannot walk down the street without putting a tag on everything i can...i cannot sit at home with a can of paint and not go paint something...im infested with this... i have met all the big named writers...i am down with some crews...people know me and my tags are over the entire city...and alot of feight that travels this country...many late nights spent combing the city for nooks that i can tag...markers..paint...it doesnt matter...
This whole entry is kinda pointless...but i wanted to say this...this felt appropriate
|
|
| blah |
[05 Jul 2004|12:27am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
confused |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Qua Vadis |
] |
what am i supposed to do? pretend i dont care? swallow what i really feel?? maybe so? but i just wasnt born to do that
|
|
| yeah |
[30 Jun 2004|12:05pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 blah |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Danzig-Mother |
] |
yeah...its kinda like an old pair of jeans that stopped fitting...they get packed away and you start to forget about em...but then one day you unpack em...and they are as badass as they were when you first got em...
|
|
| haha |
[26 May 2004|01:32am] |
|
Im wayyyyyy cooler than you!
|
|
| L-A-M-E |
[24 May 2004|12:39am] |
Thirteen random things you like:
01) Music
02) Metal
03) Hardcore
04) Friends
05) The cure
06) Girls
07) Hangin out
08) Insanly fast rap
09) Kings Island
10) DxOxSxE
11) BMX
12) Graffiti
13) Tattoos
Twelve movies:
01) Lord of the rings (all)
02) Boondock Saints
03) joe dirt
04) Romper Stompers
05) Kids
06) Slayer DVD
07) SCAREFACE
08) Heat
09) road to perdition
10) ...
11) ...
12) ...
Eleven good bands/artists:
01) My Wings Denied
02) Slayer
03) Iron Maiden
04) DEATH
05) Kreator
07) InFlames
08) The Cure
09) 50 Cent
10) Metallica
11) Defend Means Attack
Ten things about you ... physically:
01) Good Hair
02) Tall
03) Fat
04) Hard Luck Tattoos
05) Pasty (haha)
06) Man Boobs
07) 3/4" plugs
08) Rad eyes
09) man hands
10) Very Sexy
Nine good friends:
01) Goldie
02) Matt
03) Chris
04) Kylomo (i love you bro)
05) Brian
06) Brian (D.M.A)
07) All of Surcease
08) Stacy
09) Sorry if i left anyone out
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) Cream Soda pop
02) ice cream
03) DP's!
04) Propel
05) Pizza
06) Pantera Bread
07) $5 Hot and Ready's
08) Chipotle
Seven things you wear daily:
01) Good hair
02) jeans
03) band shirt (usually my own)
04) Rad shoes
05) belt
06) Undies
07) Tattoos
Six things that annoy you:
01) Chewing with mouth open
02) Tough guys
03) Working
04) Working
05) Working
06) Working
Five things you touch everyday:
01) Phone
02) Computer
03) Myself (haha)
04) Hair
05) Clothes
Four shows you watch:
01) Dukes of Hazzard
02) McGyver
03) OCC
04) Uranium
Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) Tom Araya
02) Chuck Shuldiner
03) Kerry King
Two people on lj that you have kissed
01) I cant remember so who cares?
02) They werent any good anyways
One person you could spend the rest of your life with
01) Jesus
LAST...
*movie you rented = Debbie does dallas
*Movie you bought =(
*song you listened to = DEATH: spirit crusher
*song that was stuck in your head = See above
*Cd you bought = Killswitch Engage
*Person you've called = ??
*person that's called you = Andy Corpus
*TV show you've watched = Uranium
*Person you were thinking of = dunno?
*Friend you made = Some girl from my work...but i forgot her name...
DO...
*you have a crush on someone = Fuck no
*You wish you could live somewhere else = Yes...
*You think about suicide = Of course not
*you believe in online dating = Nope
*Others find you attractive = Im sexy as fuck
*You want more piercing = Myabe
*You drink = BeerxEdge
*You do drugs = Of course i do
*You smoke= Yes XXX
*you like cleaning = Haha is this question for real?
*You like roller coasters = I love them...rode a bunch today
*You write in cursive or print = Print
*song = Pictures of you
*thing to do = Play music with my best friends
*thing to talk about = Let's talk about sex ba-by
*sport = Softball
*clothes = SURCEASE shirt
*movies = Lord Of the Rings
*singer = Chuck Shudiner
*holiday = Helloween
*memory = ummm
HAVE YOU...
*ever cried over a girl = Maybe Once...she wasnt worth it though
*ever cried over a boy = nope
*ever lied to someone = Maybe
*ever been in a fist fight = yeah...i got beat up
*ever been arrested = Yes
WHAT...
*shampoo do you use = Ohhhh MMMMMM ohhhhh take a guess?
*shoes do you wear = Addidas
*are you scared of = Girls
*number of hearts I have broken? = Alot
*number of girls I have kissed? = :x
*number of boys I have kissed? = NONE
*number of girls I've slept with? = :x
*number of boys I've slept with? = Only Goldie
*number of I could trust with my life type friends? = Few
*number of people I consider my enemies? = none really
*number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = haha
*number of scars on my body? = Too many to count
*number of things in my past that I regret? = Too much
FAVORITE...
• disney movie = Gay
• word = RAD
. nickname = Rockhillbilly
• guy name = Justin
• girl name = ..
• eye color = Blue
• flower = Gay
• piercing = ears,face
• actor = Christopher Walken
• actress = i dunno
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
• pretty = Yes
• funny = maybe
• friendly = yes
• amusing = to myself
• ugly = IM SEXY
• loveable= YEP
• caring = Probably
• sweet = Yes
• dorky = Of Course
DESCRIBE YOUR..
• wallet = black and Empty
• hairbrush = Oldschool switchblade comb
• toothbrush = clear and blue
• jewelry worn daily = XDOSEX
• blanket = Big
• coffee cup = dont have one
• sunglasses =
• underwear = Bright red tighties
• favorite shirt = My Wings Denied/ Surcease
• perfume/cologne = Addidas
• CD in stereo right now = DEATH: Idividual thought patterns
. Tattoos = Big a Lame
• what you are wearing now = Nothing at all
• in my head = Heavy Metal
• wishing = That some faggot label would sign my band
• after this = Bed
. Fetishes = Hipbones
• person you wish you could see right now = None of your buisness
• something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month = Inflames, Killswitch Engage
• the last thing you ate = MCD's
• something that you are deathly afraid of = Fuck Te Police
. like candles = Very fun to play with
• do you like the taste of blood = No..your lame
• do you believe in love = Yes
• do you believe in soul mates = Ofcourse
do you believe in Heaven = Yes i do
• what do you want done with your body when you die = Buried
• if you could have any animal for a pet = a puppy that stayed a puppy forever (good answer)
• what is the latest you've ever stayed up = Not long
• what's your favorite coin = Whatever is worth the most
• what are some of your favorite candies = Anything Chocolate
• something that you wish people would understand = That it's okay to want me...but you'll prolly never have me
• what's something you wish you could understand better = Fuck the Police
• who is someone that you really wish was still around = Grandmother
Just to let you all know...this was my first survey ever...it took WAY too long to complete...and i'll prolly never do another one...hahah
|
|
| \mmmmmmmmm/ |
[21 May 2004|02:59am] |
|
So...we've been working on a new song here lately, and we finished it finally...all i can say is WOW...i'm not a cocky person about my band at all...but i am really really proud to be a part of it...this new song definately is a step above what we've done previously...and i cannot wait to record it, and play it live for everyone...it just feels like a more mature song to me...and i definately like it...we all do...we played it like 100 times because it feels soo good to play...well...enough ranting...goodnight
|
|
| HEAVY METAL FEVER |
[28 Apr 2004|04:59pm] |
|
So i guess today is the day that i will update this thing...I am not living at home anymore i am now moved into a house on the eastside with my best friend Matt...Things are going pretty good for me. I am very thankful for my life and how its going...I appreciate what i have, and i will never forget that i could lose it at any given moment...For the past 2 year my life has belonged to a thing called SURCEASE...It is what i do...what i love...and what i am...All the harwork i have put into it is finally starting to pay off a lil'...We have been talking to some pretty darn rad record labels...and things are really looking good for us...my band is talking about possibly moving to another state as soon as we get signed...either Florida or N.Carolina...It makes me the happiest person alive...because this is what i want more than anything in the world...and i will not give up until i have it...ttyl
|
|
| Life goes on... |
[07 Mar 2004|05:22am] |
|
It's been a long time since i updated this thing...i always get on here, and check to make sure everyone else is doin good...and it seems everyone is...Stacy is happy in pittsburgh...she's got a good dude too...but i really do miss her being around...Kyle, Ben and I are just soo tight...Chris, Goldie and Matt are muh bros too...no matter how hard we try...we're all still huge dorks...but we're the best dorks ever...we are as cool as being a dorks can get...i dont care where you look or where you live you'll never find a better group of friends...i'm so glad that i've grown the way i have...although i'm not happy because i'm fat and such...i'm proud because i am able to really understand things...i know why things are the way they are, and i can deal with it...i am able to look at things in a way most people can't...and for that i'm thankful...i'm bummed that i just can't seem to find a girl who is interested in me...but everything happends for a reason...i took time to think back to the people i've met along the way, and the people who have really helped me...i'm still pretty close to most of them...but there is one missing...it's Janna...nah we definately weren't meant to be "together" but we were definately meant to be good friends. She's just one of those people that you could never forget...maybe cause she's such a nerd? and she was wearing a Mr.Bubble shirt the first time i met her in like 8th grade...that could be...but regardless...she's definately been a helping hand in my life...i miss her...we're gonna have to work the whole not being close thing. WELL the next order of BiznASS is my band...we finally got the recording done, and kids are really diggin it...i'm super stoked on the whole situation...we're getting some serious shows ligned up with the likes of bands such as Dying Fetus all the way to Shadows Fall. It seriously gives me somethin to live for...so i will never stop trying...
|
|
| SHOW SHOW SHOW |
[21 Dec 2003|05:35am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 drained |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
The ringing in my ears from work |
] |
JANUARY 4TH 2004
IT DIES TODAY
SURCEASE
Before Mourning Comes
Above This Fire
Abandoned To Sorrow
@ AMERICAN LEGION HALL
108 North Water Street
HEBRON OHIO 43025
Doors: 7pm cost: $6
So tonight at work i through a guy into a cigarette machine and it broke the whole front of it off....i felt tuff...even though i know i'm not...
|
|
| \m/ \m/ |
[16 Dec 2003|02:07am] |
You're metal core. Wow, friggin long hairs goin to
hardcore shows! Who woulda thought it. You are
most likely not straight edge because well, you
like to party basically. You'd much rather go
see Cryptopsy or Iron Maiden then a Hardcore
show but you will still make appearances at the
bigger shows.
What kind of Hardcore are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
|
|
| ahh who knows? |
[13 Dec 2003|05:57pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 determined |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Satyricon |
] |
I see it happening more everyday, an honest man losing his home and family, in a world where the helpless are turned to stone, i see the rich sitting on their thrones, unwilling to lend their hand to society, they see themselves as the only priority, what happened to the bond we used to have? between the lives of the fellow man, and how much longer would this have gone unsaid? if i was'nt given the chance that i have, i'm making sure my words will be heard, on every street and in every corner, i was not born to place the dagger, to the throat of man, but i will destroy the weakness within...
|
|
| OOOOOOOOOPS!!!!!! |
[19 Nov 2003|10:30am] |
|
SHOW STARTS AT 630!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|
|
| November 22nd Dayton, OH |
[19 Nov 2003|10:28am] |
Prodigal Zoo (formerly Twelve Tribes),
Simply Waiting
SURCEASE
The Summer Departure
The Story Changes
When Sparks Fly (CD RELEASE)
@ Knights of Columbus Hall, 4704 Burkhardt Rd.. more info @ www.simplywaiting.com, or www.whensparksfly.net
EVERYONE PLEASE COME TO THIS SHOW....LIKE OLD TIMES AT THE K OF C
|
|
| 20 is getting old |
[13 Oct 2003|02:37am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
artistic |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Origin |
] |
Ahhh what should i talk about? Nothing that great is going on right now, i turn 20 y/o today, but i'll still act like a teen...
Goldie and i had a serious talk with sean about what he's gonna do after high school...he's really interested in going to The Pitts to learn how to make video games...Goldie asked him what he really wants to do in his lifetime, and sean said "play music, and see the world" it got kinda quiet for a sec, but i think we all felt the same feeling for a minute...
People tell me that only certain people get lucky, and i should concentrate on something i can do for a real living...and it hurts...really bad...I'm a strong believer that concentrating, and working hard will get you anything you want...I dont give a fuck to be rich, i dont care about a big house or fast car...i just wanna make enough money to be able to pay bills, and tour the world playing music...and not a single fucking thing will stop me....you all mark those words...
I get into arguements with our drummer, and byron our guitar player alot... because they miss practices or aren't willing to drop certain things to play a show...I'm human, and i understand that being in a band isn't the most important thing ever...but to me...it is...and when they screw around...it's basically messing with my life...my dream...and a missed shows, is a missed oppertunity for us to be heard...
We had band practice today, and i think the talk must have helped, because everyone was on time, and we got alot of stuff done... NO MORE SURCEASE A.D.D.....haha....
My birthday completely sucked...argued with my parents all day...but eh?? whats new??thanks to everyone who wished me a happy 20th...ttyl
|
|
| BREAK YOUR FACE FEST DAY #2 |
[04 Oct 2003|03:36am] |
BREAK YOUR FACE FEST
October 5th (day two)
From A Second Story Window
Blood In / Blood Out
InAura
Ghostrider Black
Every Five Seconds
Megans Room
SURCEASE
MIDDLETOWN OHIO
TAKE 75 TO THE MIDDLETOWN EXIT. GO RIGHT OFF THE EXIT. TAKE A RIGHT ON DIXIE HGHWY (IT'S RIGHT PAST THE FRISCHS BIGBOY) GO STRAIGHT FOR ABOUT 2 OR 3 MILES. TAKE A LEFT ON TO COLE (NEXT TO THE CITCO). NOW FOLLOW COLE, WHICH WILL TURN INTO CENTRAL AVE, ALL THE WAY INTO DOWNTOWN. THE HOOSEGOW IS LOCATED AT 907 CENTRAL AVE. ON THE RIGHT.
WOULD EVERYONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE X1000000000000 COME TO THIS SHOW.....THE BANDS ARE AMAZING.....AND GOOD TIMES WILL BE HAD I PROMISE....THE SHOWS STARTS AT *530*.....THANKS A MILLION
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
sunxpaintedxsky's journal